To whom it may concern....

dont be stupid! who the hell WANTS an eating disorder??? I went through 3 months of day treatment at the hospital and i was there for the least amount of time i could. I am now fighting every day to live! dont be stupid, love ur body before its too late!

QUICK NEWS!!!:

- me and KD are still together, over 7 months and we are going really good
- im out of treatment and trying my best to give myself a future!
- this blog is now 100% about recovery and if u ever want to say anything or ask anything have no fear! u will never be yelled at for ur thoughts!

Saturday, February 26, 2011

i miss u :'(

urg k i start treatment soon, i cant get out of it now! FUCK!!! boo
eh w/e i fit size 0's now!
here is a pic i took today of me in them:



my thighs no longer touch, i fit size zero and i got a flat tummy.......... yet i look in the mirror and see so much fat on me!
my stumach is flat but i want it to not be squishy... then it'll be perfect! and the legs are slimmer yes.... but they still jiggle! i still got fat on my neck and arms and wat an ass i still got!

i decided imma come back to the blog so i dont lose my mind during treatment!

btw me and KD still good <3 love him with all my heart and he loves me too! 3 MONTHS BABY! ;)

I MISS ALL OF U GUYS AND WILL BE CATCHING UP ON ALL YOUR BLOGS ALL DAY TOMORROW!!!!!! <3

love u all,
-happiness <3
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2 comments:

PerfectOxymoron said...

You look so adorable in those jeans! congrats on inceptioning them, YOU NEED TO BE HERE! If I'm posting, your posting!!

February 27, 2011 at 12:13 AM
Dani said...

o imissed u missed reading ur blog and missed emailing u
u look great in those jeans
sorry bout the treatment though
but stay strong
and im here for u

February 27, 2011 at 12:01 PM

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