To whom it may concern....

dont be stupid! who the hell WANTS an eating disorder??? I went through 3 months of day treatment at the hospital and i was there for the least amount of time i could. I am now fighting every day to live! dont be stupid, love ur body before its too late!


- me and KD are still together, over 7 months and we are going really good
- im out of treatment and trying my best to give myself a future!
- this blog is now 100% about recovery and if u ever want to say anything or ask anything have no fear! u will never be yelled at for ur thoughts!

Friday, July 8, 2011

to katie: dont be sorry for being urself. i know wat its like not to want to be around people and i will recover and so will u! dont bejealous that those girls are getting out b/c they are doing bad, be happy that u rnt doing bad!

to dani: u can get help but its gonna be harder, get a friend to help u. do ur research. help urself. it feels so much nicer to be happy and not having to worry all the time about wat im eating and how it MIGHT effect me!

k so to start this off id like to mention that i have strep throat.  if u dont know what that means it basically means that my throat is 90% closed up and its KILLS to swallow! :(  and i have a fever of 103F!  i'm sleeping a lot and i have to take pills 4 times a day for 10 days.........

im down to 113lb........ i'm eating only ice cream and juice and fish sticks! :(  i need to gain the weight back but oh man it hurts sooo much to eat :'(

ok so just incase someone didnt know me and KD have a deal that if i drop to 110 then he has to break up with me! im officially 3 pounds away from losing him! i need to gain 5lb minimum but i dont know how!

any tips on food that will be easy to eat with a soar throat?????


SetKatieFree said...

Ensure Maxie, Ensure! :)

Happiness is possible said...

lols i bought myself ensure plus for the extra calories! :P i down one with every meal :P

Dani said...

u got lulcy hun u got medical help i cant afford it
um def those like protein driniks will do good too lik eth speical k ones or ne kind relaly or those meal replacemnt drinks