day 6:

ok so its been 6 days and i am still doing my workout. down to 113 lb and still going
13 pounds to go and 24 days left........ (btw that means i lost the .8 pounds i had before)
my family has been really on me, they are making little comments here and there and just getting on my nerves.  i had lunch with the family today and my grandma was like 'she wont gain any weight if she eats like that' and i wanted to yell 'sorry if i wont gain as much weight as my fat ass sister by eating ALL of that food!' i had a bowl of soup! thats sooooooooooooooooo much more then i needed to eat.
and today my mom decided to have a family dinner as well so i had to eat, i had like a spoon full of macaroni salad and some fake meat.
im so upset that im being watched but at the same time they are making me full terrible for eating.  if i do eat something ill pick something easy to throw up right, well my mom will always make a comment on how its not the healthier choice, but the healthier choice is gonna taste and feel horrible coming back up.  its just annoying,

uch ill be posting a bit less soon b/c my schedule seems to be getting even more hectic!