- me and KD are still together, over 7 months and we are going really good
- im out of treatment and trying my best to give myself a future!
- this blog is now 100% about recovery and if u ever want to say anything or ask anything have no fear! u will never be yelled at for ur thoughts!
Friday, September 3, 2010
how to start...
since June 10th i have been on a STRICT diet of less then 500 cal a day. I've lost 5 pounds but i need more!
my goal is 88 lb, that was my happiest weight. if anything i just want to get back down to 100. i need it, i cant be happy till i am.
I've been keeping a food journal and writing all my thoughts and stuff in there since now, now this is my journal. hopefully i can get some support from the web! plus ill be posting pics of the people in my life that i envy. my own personal thinspo :)
ill keep you updated although mostly with measurement and not my weight. my parents have locked up the scale b/c they worry about me, i don't get why, I'm not losing weight! they should be proud that i am trying anyways, everyone in my family is so fat! i will NOT end up like them!!!!