wats worse, binging or breaking a weight goal....?
i want sex :(
its been like maybe 3 weeks and i've had to turn down my ex (while we were dating) and now this new guy... i really miss sex :(
i didnt binge today, i went to the gym, i have my pretty little happy pills (which i noticed people are jealous of, they havent worked yet, but i am supposed to gigve them a week or so, ill keep ya updated). i'm being good! but i still got like 3 pounds to go before sex..... im not enjoying this one bit!
i have always been called a slight nymphomaniac (<-spelt it right on my first try!). and so i thought that this goal would really 'motivate' me. and it really is but oh man i just wanna get laid!!!!!
*this is my convincing myself to have sex btw*: sex is good for weight loss, u burn calories, and u cant eat during it. and after all ur thinking about is how good(or bad) it was.... and it burns like up to 800 cals per 30 min or something.... i have gone a weekend not eating at all and just having sex with my boyfriend (stayed there for the weekend, AMAZING!) it would help be GET to my goal....
did that work??? does anyone believe me???
wats worse? breaking the whole promise to my self thing with no sex till im 105, or replacing sex with chocolate which i have a tendency to do and have been doing...
please post ur votes!!!!!
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