To whom it may concern....

dont be stupid! who the hell WANTS an eating disorder??? I went through 3 months of day treatment at the hospital and i was there for the least amount of time i could. I am now fighting every day to live! dont be stupid, love ur body before its too late!

QUICK NEWS!!!:

- me and KD are still together, over 7 months and we are going really good
- im out of treatment and trying my best to give myself a future!
- this blog is now 100% about recovery and if u ever want to say anything or ask anything have no fear! u will never be yelled at for ur thoughts!

Thursday, November 4, 2010

im happy????

first: TAG TAG TAG TAG TAG TAG TAG......
almost.skinny.vegan
 mich
starving artist
Effy
Eva
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL so cool :P
*****************EVERYONE READ THEIR BLOGS BECUASE THEY ARE EPIC WOMAN WHO ARE BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT AND WILL INSPIRE THE WORLD ONE DAY! <3**************


ok so my date went AMAZING!!!! he picked me up for the movie, during he put his arm around me <3 and welll... its me :P so we ended up hardcore making out in the theater, like my hand almost down his pants..... :P
then we had like a hour and a half until i had to be home so we talked a lot, asked a lot of questions, really got to know each other..... then hardcore made out in his car.... we had no shirt for most of it :P

HE IS SOOO HOT!!!!! i actually thought he was just cute and like he probably wouldnt have a body but.... ;)
and we have so much in common and what we dont is like things that are interesting and like we can jsut talk about them! :)  i'm happy.... right?

issue is though he is a chief, and his favorite thing in life is food, he respects it and enjoys it.... bigggest difference between us i guess.... so he was talking a lot about food on our date........ and i binged!!!! the second i got home i couldnt be stopped on my way to the kitchen! love struck mixed with an hour about talking about food = a mess!!!!!


gladly took a few lax and im stil under 110. very close though... 109.8lb.... im hittin the gym today!

thats my update :) oh and my doc gave me these pretty little pills for my depression and such :P but in the warning it says 'may cause lack of appetite' which means i can blame my skipping of meals on it! :) tehehehehehehehehehehehehe

-happiness <3

3 comments:

Mich said...

I'm glad you had fun on your date!!! I binged and laxed last night, too.
-_- Friend brought over a cookies and creme pie and I was shoveling it into my mouth for quite some time before I managed to control myself and shove it down the waste disposal instead... At least you have the excuse of being happy from your date!

Yay for happy pills! :D I could use some of those.
xoxoxo

bonesarepure said...

i want some happy pills please care to share :)
glad that u had fun on ur date and nuttn wrong with making out
i laxed today as well i hate to cause it makes me so sick but hey do what ugotta do
stay strong hunny

Almost.Skinny said...

Thanks gorgeous! right back at you! xxx
Glad the date went well :) Here's hoping the pills do their job & you're smiles and sunshine every day xxx