To whom it may concern....

dont be stupid! who the hell WANTS an eating disorder??? I went through 3 months of day treatment at the hospital and i was there for the least amount of time i could. I am now fighting every day to live! dont be stupid, love ur body before its too late!

QUICK NEWS!!!:

- me and KD are still together, over 7 months and we are going really good
- im out of treatment and trying my best to give myself a future!
- this blog is now 100% about recovery and if u ever want to say anything or ask anything have no fear! u will never be yelled at for ur thoughts!

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

who is up for a good laugh???

lol k so i know that my last few posts where very... upsetting and thank u all for caring so much about me! i've been skipping my happy pills and getting back to my old self has been a little bit of a roller coaster ride :P

had my date with chef tonight! and im so ready to post the most hilarious blog post ever.... i got 'hurt' during sex today :P

ok ok i know i wasnt gonna have sex, i even left my condoms at home so that we COULDNT! but he is just so hot... and i didnt eat all day... and i weighed myself and was at 107 still..... and i only ate one piece of pizza while out with him.... and i stopped my period this morning.... k so of course i couldnt resist him!

DUMB MOVE!!!!!

b/c i hadnt had my period for like... 5 months and just had it i was a bit sore still... and so after having sex twice my... south end region was very dry... and very chaffed... i now basically have like rug burn.. UP there!

very ichy and very painful :P

and very funny! :D

thats wat i get for trying to break my rules!!!! karma kicks my ass ! :P
im in a good mood, gonna try to find a gym i can get to b/c of all this snow i cant get to my old one... it'll take three times longer to walk around the feild!

did good for food today... 700 cals... (mostly that pizza and the cofffee i had today) but burned off over 1,000 cals from all the work and stuff(sex) today :P

i think to make this post even funnier im just gonna post some funny jokes i can find online :P
please dont be offended i tend to have a sick sense of humor...

DIET RIDDLE: Q: WHAT DO YOU CALL A MAN WHO ABANDONED HIS STRICT DIET?

A: DESSERTER!



HUMOROUS JOKE Q: WHY ARE YOU EATING SO FAST?
A: I WANT TO EAT AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE BEFORE I LOSE MY APPETITE. 


You can't lose weight by talking about it. You have to keep your mouth shut.


u know what! im gonna make a jokes page!!! i love jokes and i find that the diet ones always make me laugh and take my mind off eating!!!! ill update my thinspo AND make a page for jokes! i do love to laugh to keep my mind off eating! :P

im hoping ur all having a great day! and happiness finds u everywhere! <3 and im still up to date on everyones blogs but a few of u need to keep posting! there hasnt been a new post from a few of u in a bit!!! (not ok!) :P

BYEZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D <3

****edit: and on a super happy note, i told him i got really sick from eating so much with him (2 slices of veggie pizza) so now he promises to stop trying to make me eat (like taking me out for fatty food) and wont pressure my into eating a lot!  i feel kinda bad about tricking him but i need him to not make me fat... lols**********

2 comments:

Starving Artist said...

Oh Happy, you're adorable you know that? I love your jokes page idea! Please doo ^.^
If he was trying to stuff you he needed to be tricked for his own good so he could keep you! You're really doing him a favor there ;)

bonesarepure said...

o ijust read ur news ima email u r u ok hun?
and u did that rigth thing by teling himt hat and u werent out right lying justa lil whtie lie
love the jokes