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ok so my date went AMAZING!!!! he picked me up for the movie, during he put his arm around me <3 and welll... its me :P so we ended up hardcore making out in the theater, like my hand almost down his pants..... :P
then we had like a hour and a half until i had to be home so we talked a lot, asked a lot of questions, really got to know each other..... then hardcore made out in his car.... we had no shirt for most of it :P
HE IS SOOO HOT!!!!! i actually thought he was just cute and like he probably wouldnt have a body but.... ;)
and we have so much in common and what we dont is like things that are interesting and like we can jsut talk about them! :) i'm happy.... right?
issue is though he is a chief, and his favorite thing in life is food, he respects it and enjoys it.... bigggest difference between us i guess.... so he was talking a lot about food on our date........ and i binged!!!! the second i got home i couldnt be stopped on my way to the kitchen! love struck mixed with an hour about talking about food = a mess!!!!!
gladly took a few lax and im stil under 110. very close though... 109.8lb.... im hittin the gym today!
thats my update :) oh and my doc gave me these pretty little pills for my depression and such :P but in the warning it says 'may cause lack of appetite' which means i can blame my skipping of meals on it! :) tehehehehehehehehehehehehe
-happiness <3
From being controlled by Ana and Mia to getting through recovery to control it all. It's a battle that will never truly end.
To whom it may concern....
dont be stupid! who the hell WANTS an eating disorder??? I went through 3 months of day treatment at the hospital and i was there for the least amount of time i could. I am now fighting every day to live! dont be stupid, love ur body before its too late!
QUICK NEWS!!!:
- me and KD are still together, over 7 months and we are going really good
- im out of treatment and trying my best to give myself a future!
- this blog is now 100% about recovery and if u ever want to say anything or ask anything have no fear! u will never be yelled at for ur thoughts!
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I'm glad you had fun on your date!!! I binged and laxed last night, too.
-_- Friend brought over a cookies and creme pie and I was shoveling it into my mouth for quite some time before I managed to control myself and shove it down the waste disposal instead... At least you have the excuse of being happy from your date!
Yay for happy pills! :D I could use some of those.
xoxoxo
i want some happy pills please care to share :)
glad that u had fun on ur date and nuttn wrong with making out
i laxed today as well i hate to cause it makes me so sick but hey do what ugotta do
stay strong hunny
Thanks gorgeous! right back at you! xxx
Glad the date went well :) Here's hoping the pills do their job & you're smiles and sunshine every day xxx
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