ok so i dont spend money on ANYTHING that i dont have to, and if i have to ill get my parents to pay me back by convincing them that it's really for them. and all the stuff i do get i steal, and no i dont need anyone telling me its wrong i know its wrong and i feel terrible for it but i cant afford anything. every penny i make has to go straight into savings or to drugs. BUT today i spend like 50$ on my own personal scale! the house one has been broken for a bit now and whne it was ok i was onnly allowed to weight myself once a week (and at the end of the day). now i can actually keep up with my weight loss and keep myself motivated too.
just weighed myself now (its 6pm so i got weight on me from like water and all the broccoli ive eaten today - super yummmy!) and im 112! down 2 pounds since last time and ive binged a lot sine then too!
im 2 pounds closer to my goal!
- me and KD are still together, over 7 months and we are going really good
- im out of treatment and trying my best to give myself a future!
- this blog is now 100% about recovery and if u ever want to say anything or ask anything have no fear! u will never be yelled at for ur thoughts!